Yesterday, I shared my relationship with anger. I gave a brief description of my childhood with a father who was an angry drunk, which provided the logical connections and explanations for how I have related with anger for much of my life.
This morning, in the secure and loving embrace of Trey’s arms, I allowed myself to fall down the rabbit hole of rejection, and I slammed against the bottom, the core, of rejection painfully hard.
I should share the “traumatic” event that triggered rejection in me: Trey is flying to Dallas today for his high school reunion! Seriously!
One of the greatest gifts of my awakening is the remembering, the understanding, the knowing of our vastness. I am not separate, but rather connected to, and in union with, all. Everything is energy, just of different frequencies and vibrations, but always in relation with each other. And this life is one of many before, and likely many to follow, in my journey to greater love.
I no longer limit the understanding of my baggage, issues, wounds, to this lifetime, to what I have experienced since birth. We are more vast than this life, and what we bring with us is more encompassing.
I now understand that the rejection that I hold, carry, bear within is rooted not only in my personal experiences in this life and my past lives, but also beyond, in the experience of the collective Divine Feminine, as embodied by Mary Magdalene.
Okay. I promised myself when I started this blog that I was going to openly share my spiritual journey with others. Today’s blog is a step in my fulfilling that promise. Rather than risk overwhelm on your part and mine, I am going to close today with a couple of questions, and see where that leads us.
Does the Divine Feminine still carry with it (do we females still carry with us) the emotional pain and suffering of Mary Magdalene from Jesus’ crucifixion? of profound grief? of rejection? If so, are we individually and/or collectively able to heal these energetic wounds?
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