Saturday, October 27, 2012

the Camino de Santiago: the Way of Saint James (finding myself)


Imagine that you have 5 weeks in front of you without emails, texts, or phone calls, without TV or an ipod, no driving or traffic, no family needs or household chores, no job demands, no volunteer responsibilities, and no appointments. Your only responsibility or goal for each day is to walk...in nature.

What I discovered when I stripped away these normal “distractions” in life was that I was left with myself! It was as if the “onion layers” were peeled very quickly and there “I” was, and there “clarity” was in my thoughts and feelings. Beautiful! Healing flourished from this space of presence and clarity.

For me, being in nature was a key element in my pilgrimage, as nature always seems to support and nourish my internal journey. The peace and harmony of nature grounded me. In nature, I would find myself overcome with feelings of beauty, of gratitude, and of joy. I also loved tuning in to the realities of other living creatures, like cows and sheep, ants and birds. I was fascinated by a spider’s web, or the snail “fiestas” on the anise plants. I was tickled to eat food from its source: sweet and juicy wild blackberries, almonds, (chestnuts, which I could do without!), figs, apples, pears, sunflower seeds, and grapes. And, I never tired of the incredible sunrises and sunsets, the mountain vistas, the rivers, or the vineyards. Thank you Mother Earth for your beauty and sustenance!

An unexpected common experience for many of us pilgrims was the desire to avoid the bigger cities. When you are in nature for the majority of your time and then enter a city, you can feel the energetic overstimulation of city life. Your senses and attention are pulled externally. I was amazed at my immediate consumerism response in the cities...I would want an outfit I saw in a store window, rather than being satisfied with the two outfits I had packed and found functional and plenty in nature!

...to be continued!




Buen Camino!

Thursday, October 25, 2012

the Camino de Santiago: the Way of Saint James (the decision)


So, in one moment, my son Mason and I are watching the movie “The Way” with Martin Sheen, whose character is walking the Camino de Santiago for his son who died on the walk, and then, just two weeks later, Mason and I are in Spain walking the Camino de Santiago ourselves!

About 10 years ago, I had read Shirley MacLaine’s book The Camino about her pilgrimage, but I don’t remember feeling drawn to walk it myself. Yet, when Mase and I were watching “The Way” and he said, “Mom, let’s do it,” my heart leapt...grabbed...hoped...hungered...at the suggestion of a pilgrimage. I am not sure I realized the extent to which my soul needed this pilgrimage, but the longing was clearly present.

For me, this pilgrimage rates up there with other highlights of my life: marrying Trey, the birth of my 3 children, and my blessed interactions with Christ Consciousness, my angels and my guides. To anyone interested in walking the Camino, I wholeheartedly encourage you to do so. You can find abundant information about it on the web, and I would love to chat with you directly about it if your interested.

Every peregrino, that is, pilgrim, has his or her own reason to set out on a pilgrimage, and the Camino provides exactly what is needed. It is truly a time to be selfish, and I am referring to selfishness packaged in the highest light and energy and intent imaginable, as it is a journey of self-seeking and self-nourishing and self-discovery. 

I chose to journey without my smartphone, my computer, my camera or even a watch. I desired ultimate simplification for 5 weeks, unplugging as much as possible from technology, world and personal affairs, and even the constraints of time. I doubt that I will ever experience this scope of isolation and simplification again, and I must share that it was freeing!

...to be continued!

Buen Camino!