I hear, but do I listen?

I hear, but do I listen? 

I hear people talk to me every day, but do I listen with my full attention?

I hear my body talk to me through physical sensations and injuries/illnesses and changes and fatigue, but do I really listen to the astute information it is offering me?

I hear the soft whisperings of my intuition and of Spirit, but do I always slow down and go within and truly listen and receive?

My answer to these inquiries is sometimes, but not nearly enough.

I’ve manifested a significant, and hopefully temporary, loss of hearing in my left ear from a severe ear infection over a month ago. I am incredibly grateful for my sense of hearing. Yet, this experience has been a broader blessing in that it has been the incentive for me to observe and explore how I listen, when I listen and what I listen to, all of which transcends far beyond the physical act of hearing sound.

I hear with my ears. I can only listen with presence.

a hurting heart

“My heart hurts Mama!”

Mine too son

Though not sure why

Could it be the

addiction 

dysfunction

in our experience?

Yet, I know

there is no one right path

and, all soul’s paths are PERFECT

Could it be the

anger infection

body limitation

in our experience?

Yet, I know

these manifestions

encourage our soul’s healing

Could it be the

assault and abuse

to body and soul

in our experience?

Yet, I witness the

the strength and empowerment

as a consequence

Could it be the

the stars alignment

resistance to letting go of past wounds

my dad is here, but gone

saturation of my energetic sponge

the end to one life’s purpose

and, fear of the unknown for the next?

Yet, I have experienced time and again

the vast support and love of Spirit

in all experiences in my life

Could it be the

many tragedies 

outside of our experience?

The shootings here and there

the flood or fire or earthquake

the political conflict and unrest?

Yet, I trust in God’s love 

and healing in all things

and for all souls

I choose

to consciously protect my energy field

to live open heartedly

to release the past 

to allow my loved ones their experiences without judgment

to express my truth 

to live my essence

to be creative

to be joyous

to be grateful in all things

to love myself

Son, I choose to heal my hurting heart

gotta share the God winks!

Two God winks yesterday:

~ Mason called from LA questioning whether the house he was about to rent was the right one. I volunteered to pull an Osho Zen Tarot card on his behalf. He asked that I pull three. The final card had a butterfly on its picture and when I read to him the significance of the butterfly...a monarch butterfly flew right in front of him.

As Mason would say, “Tehehehehe!”

~ I’ve been physically and emotionally “under the weather” and followed my intuition to pull one of Doreen Virtue’s Healing with the Angels Oracle Cards. I pulled Archangel Michael, letting me know that he is with me right now. Way cool! So I did some more research online and found Doreen Virtue’s article “8 Ways to Recognize Archangel Michael.” Got through the first few signs of his presence and then left for Grace’s soccer game with the information about his auric color next to read. Here’s the picture of his color:

When we returned from the soccer game, my computer was acting weird so Grace simply turned it off and restarted it so that she could use it for homework. When the computer restarted, Grace mentioned that she wasn’t sure that my computer was okay because the picture on my screen (that had been there for almost two years) was gone. Thankfully, the computer worked fine.

The picture now on my screen is cosmic and very pretty, but not mine. When I continued my research on the signs from Michael, I realized that Michael’s colors are exactly the colors that mysteriously appeared on my computer screen (see screenshot below)! 

LOVE IT! THANKS MICHAEL!