Sunday, January 9, 2011

love is the word, is the world

Sometimes I have to laugh at myself when I observe a pattern or tendency or belief I continue to hold that completely conflicts with knowing.
To know that God/Spirit is real and interactive in a direct tangible way and yet I haven’t wholly trusted that God/Spirit is always with me and guiding, supporting, helping, and, even, loving me. My critical voice convinces that I’m not worthy of such loving presence. My needs to take control and to personally have the solutions to not only my problems, but other’s as well, reflect back to me that I believe that God/Spirit abandons me at times. I slip into the illusionary fog of abandonment and rejection and unworthiness, blind to the loving guiding light always present, and always available when I simply ask.
When I am in the blessed space of glimpsing truth, the experience is beyond description. It is like I am completely filled with awe and gratitude and yet so much more...beyond my identity and boundaries and separateness the awe and gratitude overwhelm and overflow into the boundless collective reality. 
For me, the experience of truth is a merging into Oneness.
Love   is the answer
Love   is the truth
Love   is reality, what is real, what remains when illusions and veils disappear
How glorious! How magnificent! How awesome God/Creator/Creation is this truth, so simple and so grand at once. 
Relief
rapture, 
peace, 
breath, 
stillness, 
awe, 
pure gratitude.

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