a hurting heart

“My heart hurts Mama!”

Mine too son

Though not sure why

Could it be the

addiction 

dysfunction

in our experience?

Yet, I know

there is no one right path

and, all soul’s paths are PERFECT

Could it be the

anger infection

body limitation

in our experience?

Yet, I know

these manifestions

encourage our soul’s healing

Could it be the

assault and abuse

to body and soul

in our experience?

Yet, I witness the

the strength and empowerment

as a consequence

Could it be the

the stars alignment

resistance to letting go of past wounds

my dad is here, but gone

saturation of my energetic sponge

the end to one life’s purpose

and, fear of the unknown for the next?

Yet, I have experienced time and again

the vast support and love of Spirit

in all experiences in my life

Could it be the

many tragedies 

outside of our experience?

The shootings here and there

the flood or fire or earthquake

the political conflict and unrest?

Yet, I trust in God’s love 

and healing in all things

and for all souls

I choose

to consciously protect my energy field

to live open heartedly

to release the past 

to allow my loved ones their experiences without judgment

to express my truth 

to live my essence

to be creative

to be joyous

to be grateful in all things

to love myself

Son, I choose to heal my hurting heart